April 4th, 2008

corset & bougainvillea

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I am exhausted.

Truly edge-of-tears tired. I was at work today for a long, long time, and then I came home and worked some more for the other job. I didn't finish. I can't concentrate.

My grandmother is still in the hospital. I'm not sure how long they're going to keep her, but she had dialysis this morning and tomorrow meets with a physical therapist. Her arthritis is out of control, but the swelling in her feet has gone down. When I spoke to her tonight, she sounded good, but she told me she'd been confused for the last day or two.

Right now I should be in bed, but I fear sleeping because sleeping just brings tomorrow closer, and I don't know what happens tomorrow. So I'm sitting here, poking at a Word document in vain.

I am exhausted.
corset & bougainvillea

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